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UPDATE:
Cheers to those who commented, I will TRY and find time to reply, but wow didn't realise people still knew I existed XD
Reason is....well
... I'm just not on as much, and no I don't plan to leave or disappear. It's only because I'm not on enough to get to know new people and meet others online. And I'm sorry for that 
I know some have tried to get to know me and I do not mean to be distant or aloof. Not at all. So get that out of yer heads 
Just looking for work, and my older sister wants me to shift out, which I want to, but that will take time too. Unlike my real life mates, I don't have my partner living with me so everything is easier financially.
But I do have comms to do so I'll get those done, as well as try to be more open to friends and soon-to-be-friends.
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Whingy, confused moment here in this journal- OUTBURST!
Am I a good daughter for looking after my mother when she's sick? (She's of course a smoker, has emphysema and arthritis in her knees. As well as being in her 60's)
OR
Am I a shitty friend for having to turn down things to do with my real life friends? (I've been asked to go hang out by a few, and to visit others...)
Mum tells me to go, but she's the type to throw in her own well being for someone else, like me.
It's bloody awful because I feel like if I choose my social life, I'd be leaving her on her own- and if anything happens, well...HUGE guilt. She only came out of hospital on new years eve after spending Christmas there. And my aunty and older sister say it's not fair on me since I'm only 21-years-old, but they ALSO want me to look after her.
What sucks is I say to them I'll be happy to hang out, but then I have to let it go because of this. And I feel like an unreliable prick. It's happened multiple times and I hate it!
So it's useless. I have major guilt no matter what I choose.
Cheers to those who commented, I will TRY and find time to reply, but wow didn't realise people still knew I existed XD
Reason is....well
... I'm just not on as much, and no I don't plan to leave or disappear. It's only because I'm not on enough to get to know new people and meet others online. And I'm sorry for that I know some have tried to get to know me and I do not mean to be distant or aloof. Not at all. So get that out of yer heads Just looking for work, and my older sister wants me to shift out, which I want to, but that will take time too. Unlike my real life mates, I don't have my partner living with me so everything is easier financially.
But I do have comms to do so I'll get those done, as well as try to be more open to friends and soon-to-be-friends.
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Whingy, confused moment here in this journal- OUTBURST!
Am I a good daughter for looking after my mother when she's sick? (She's of course a smoker, has emphysema and arthritis in her knees. As well as being in her 60's)
OR
Am I a shitty friend for having to turn down things to do with my real life friends? (I've been asked to go hang out by a few, and to visit others...)
Mum tells me to go, but she's the type to throw in her own well being for someone else, like me.
It's bloody awful because I feel like if I choose my social life, I'd be leaving her on her own- and if anything happens, well...HUGE guilt. She only came out of hospital on new years eve after spending Christmas there. And my aunty and older sister say it's not fair on me since I'm only 21-years-old, but they ALSO want me to look after her.
What sucks is I say to them I'll be happy to hang out, but then I have to let it go because of this. And I feel like an unreliable prick. It's happened multiple times and I hate it!
So it's useless. I have major guilt no matter what I choose.
Back to a PC so back to responding
Thank you to those who asked for a comm and waited till I could get back. It’s also because in NZ, the Holidays last for over a month and I’m already back at work ^^; Because I haven’t had access to the PC since my last update either! I’m going to respond to notes to see if interest is still there and if not that is totally fine! I may take a little while getting back into it but this is one of the reasons I only take comm money AFTER I’ve finished.
Sudden Commissions + Steam item
Okay so work is ending for the year, and christmas is coming up, and I hate putting my now boring adult life details, but help would be appreciated. They are important and I hate begging but trust me! Help! Steam Item: I don't play Scout much. And I don't like TF2 trading sites because of dodgy scammers. I'm also offering thigh up comms raging between $40-60+ USD depending on detail (like the usual muscle, wings, patterns etc would be a bit more etc) WARNING: Old art in examples: So Far Sova - SKetched Kodi - Sketched Kalira - Progress Darius
Subscriptions and other stuff dA added? Not for me
Hey all, its been a LONG time. Adulting has got me now and obviously I'm coping and actually enjoying it. I check dA every day still because I still get messages and I don't mind at all. It is nice looking back at my old stuff from a teen to 28yo 'evolving'. I am now a Mental health and Intellectual disablility Faciliator for now. So there is an update! But noticing how much dA has changed and I am not on social media as much. (only the basics like Facebook because of FAMILY) I see a lot of people relating dA trying to be like Twitter or ArtStation. You get to see my cringe for FREE
This is why I'm not in any fandom- well one reason
The draaaama. The People. The Drama and the people!
Crash was the first 'fandom' I was into since forever.
But nowadays, I don't consider myself part in any fandom any more. But I still enjoy a lot of things.
But I can laugh at drama freely because what backwards thinking hua thinks Papu Papu is racist? :XD:
As someone who comes from a Polynesian country, with the highest concentration of Polynesian people, grew up around Polynesian families and friends and is Polynesian herself, I have NEVER heard anything bad or negative about a minor character in the game we all played: Crash Bandicoot.
Yeah Stereotypes are dumb, but for a bunch of fi
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I thino your mom is more important at times than your friends, and you know, real friends will always understand that and support you on your decisions, no matter what. ^^
I support you too and hope that you and your mom will have better times in the future and foremost, that your mom gets well soon. <3
Your a strong and tough gal, you can do it and as many others above said, you will find a good balance as long as you dont stress you out too much. ;3
I support you too and hope that you and your mom will have better times in the future and foremost, that your mom gets well soon. <3
Your a strong and tough gal, you can do it and as many others above said, you will find a good balance as long as you dont stress you out too much. ;3